I sometimes find myself constantly thinking. Thinking of the future, present and just anything! Air is calm with a perfect chill on this Saturday evening in Downtown L.A. Listening to the sounds of Billie Holiday puts me in the mind set of letting all my thoughts flow into words. I always have inspired and dreamed of being the best at what I love to do. Turning 25 this year is a mind boggling thing for me as I still feel like that 17 year girl that left high school to pursue her dreams. Even though I had high expectations I still have these high expectations, I just now know it doesn’t happen in a flash. Love is what I continue to have for my dreams. I love them and believe in each one of them. Life at times seems so short but at times seems so long. I want to hold on everything I feel makes me happy in the moment, I breath into the happiness. But I now understand happiness can come and go. You have to live in each moment because you never know when it can all be taken away from you. As I grow I find this to be scary at time because it’s so realistic. I don’t want to think that all my dreaming and love for one another can be taken in a flash. But i most grow with these thoughts and know the life is already made up for me I’m just living it. I push myself every day to dream and believe in ever thought that enters my mind.